Flight of the butterfly
4:47 PM
Sunday, January 29, 2006
Flight of the butterfly by N.Aishah
Hiding behind these dark colours
Sending negative notes of trust
Hoping no one will approach.
No reciprocating of lust.
Peeking behind these dark wings
Watching the sunlight dance in glee
Afraid that if I peeked too much
I'll fall down to my knees
Broken wings and tattered heart
Bloodied hands and blistered feet
Though my pride has been tainted
Head held high, I admit defeat
Patiently waiting for the wounds to heal
So deeply engraved into my skin
Holding faithfully to a promise
Of a better life unseen
Finally bravery has settled in
Before courage past me by
Slowly.
Very slowly, I open up my wings
To begin the flight of the butterfly
a walk to remember
7:49 PM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
I have been feeling pretty low lately.
ever since hari raya haji.
and after I finally watched a walk to remember (yes, FINALLY!), I lost it.
i just sobbed out all my pain, my hurt, my sufferings.
I didn't wanna watch that movie cos I initially thought it was some stupid teen movie. but my cousin told me, I's a great movie. really sad. and truthfully it was one of those movie you'll never forget. like sometimes you go to the cinemas, watched a movie and then forgot all about it when you get home. this is NOT one of those.
I's heart-wrenching.
I wish half the guys i met were like Landen Carter.
Forget half.
I just i could meet 1 person like Landen.
One of my best friend said we should migrate somewhere else to find a good guy.
I think guys everywhere is the SAME.
It's a morbid thought but sometimes I'm convinced I will die young and hence not supposse to meet the right guy.
time flies when you're having fun. NOT!
8:34 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
it's been a year.
can't remember the exact date but it was last Hari Raya Haji.
and suddenly, 10 days into 2006, i finally am able to sum up how 2005 have been for me.
all in one bloody song! i love this song.
but the lyric's just too damn accurate.
Question. Are you happy now?
Full
time real estate secretary/ part-time struggling poet / freelance web/graphics
designer.
A rebel without a cause, she manages to get out of trouble for looking “innocent”.
Well, most of the times.
Express her mood/ feelings through the tunes blastin' on her Zen Neeo (currently:
The Raconeurs, Muse, Arctic
Monkeys, McFly, Placebo, Simple Plan, Fall Out Boys and Panic! At The Disco)
Craves for chocolates and durian rolls, can never resist a SALE and always
always ALWAYS complaining about her day job.
