thoughts of an insomniac
10:19 PM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
The past two nights sleep has been a solution to forget my problems. I woke up feeling even worse cos I kept having nightmares the whole time.

I hurt you. You hurt me. We're even.
So I'm just doing this cos we started of as friends and it's a friendship that I don't want to lose. But here I am, doing my part. And you're just not doing anything. It takes two hands to clap. Whatever man. Happy Birthday and have a nice life.



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What a twist for Survivor Palau.

Sweet, sweet Ian. When he made Tom promise to bring Katie to the final 2, that was the sweetest thing ever. Some of you think he's stupid, to give up a million bucks just like that. But he didn't lose his integrity. I'm really proud of him. Although I felt that NEITHER Katie nor Tom deserve the million bucks. It's a game, ALL of them have double alliances. Too bad Ian got caught! I just hate Tom's "holier than thou" attitude. He's attacking Ian about friendship, alliances and what not. Heck, Tom's just a great liar. At least, Ian got that gorgeous car.

On a brighter note, alhamdulillah, I was offered a job at another law firm. Haha.. yes ppl..I don't know what I'm getting myself into. I think I can never run from law firms. I'm scared. Very. I hope it's not bad like my old firm. Management and kerja so rabak. The pay's much much better though.

But I'm thinking of that Spiderman quote "Great power comes great responsibility". In this case it's "Great money comes great work"? I hope I could cope with this one. I was so lost when I was at the Finance company. I just have to pray and hope for the best. Funny thing, all the resumes I've sent after I left my recent job, only 2 called me up for interviews. This law firm that is offering me, I think I sent my resume to them like in April. So, it was really some sort of a miracle. I really hope this turns out good. Very short of cash!!!

I'll start on Tuesday. And they have no Internet access. So, looks like I might not get the chance to blog often. Lucky thing, I got this new layout up!




Full time real estate secretary/ part-time struggling poet / freelance web/graphics designer.

A rebel without a cause, she manages to get out of trouble for looking “innocent”. Well, most of the times.

Express her mood/ feelings through the tunes blastin' on her Zen Neeo (currently: The Raconeurs, Muse, Arctic Monkeys, McFly, Placebo, Simple Plan, Fall Out Boys and Panic! At The Disco)

Craves for chocolates and durian rolls, can never resist a SALE and always always ALWAYS complaining about her day job.


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