why are we looking for the rainbow when it hasn't even rained?

buy a chocolate bar so i can dream

11:47 AM
Monday, May 23, 2005

After catching Star Wars III Revenge of the Sith with an ex-poly mate, a sad realisation sank in.

Gone are the days when I could just hang out with my friends(having lunch, dinner, window shopping, or just lepak-ing), talking about everything under the sun, teasing, laughing and just having the time of our lives. Problems, worries, work, school and even life is forgotten. What matters is us, the laughter, the MOMENT. THAT moment. Such a kick I get out of it. An escape from reality, albeit a momentary one. Call it running away from your problems. Well, I call it bliss in ignorance.

Now it seems that everytime I went out with my friends, it has become more of a "let's-all-vent -our-work-frustrations" marathon. Instead of having a great time, all our frustrations are brought out in the open, making us remember about it while trying to "have fun". End of the day, instead of an escape, it's more of a confrontation. The only part I find true bliss was when someone turn off the lights of reality so I can escape into Hollywood.

Approx 2hr later, the harsh lights of reality almost blind my eyes.
Maybe this is growing up.
Maybe this is life.
Until then, I'm turning off the lights for an hour or two more.

Full time real estate secretary/ part-time struggling poet / freelance web/graphics designer.

A rebel without a cause, she manages to get out of trouble for looking “innocent”. Well, most of the times.

Express her mood/ feelings through the tunes blastin' on her Zen Neeo (currently: The Raconeurs, Muse, Arctic Monkeys, McFly, Placebo, Simple Plan, Fall Out Boys and Panic! At The Disco)

Craves for chocolates and durian rolls, can never resist a SALE and always always ALWAYS complaining about her day job.

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