why are we looking for the rainbow when it hasn't even rained?

Day 1: i wanna go home!

11:33 PM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Could it be that I was out of the working world for so long, I forgot how tired it is?

Could it be because it was my first day at work, I find it stressful, as I need to learn new things, learn to adapt in the environment, make new friends?

After work I went home straight. Oh, okay. After a stop-over at Roti Boy Bake Shoppe (why do they spell shop as shoppe?). After dinner, shower and prayers, I was watching the TV and soon Las Vegas was watching me.

I'm hoping its first day jitters, first day everything, but I was too tired. I could barely open my eyes. And here I am having plans to actually put aside sometime after work each day dedicated to updating my blog and do some designing(personal and freelance assignment. They don't have net access there. Bummer! And in the future, I was also thinking of doing part time studies. How can I manage this? There's gonna be OT too.

So, where does this leave housework, friends, family, time for myself? Weekends?

Oh, I forgot two things.
REST.
And getting a boyfriend.

Full time real estate secretary/ part-time struggling poet / freelance web/graphics designer.

A rebel without a cause, she manages to get out of trouble for looking “innocent”. Well, most of the times.

Express her mood/ feelings through the tunes blastin' on her Zen Neeo (currently: The Raconeurs, Muse, Arctic Monkeys, McFly, Placebo, Simple Plan, Fall Out Boys and Panic! At The Disco)

Craves for chocolates and durian rolls, can never resist a SALE and always always ALWAYS complaining about her day job.

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