Ever since I started this blog, I kept asking myself, how is this blog going to be? Is it going to be my personal diary, writing down each and every one of my thoughts, despite how irrelevant it might be? Risking the fact that my own friends could be reading this? How personal can I get? Or should I just write the good stuff that happens? Or is this going to be a blog for pure entertainment reading pleasure?

After much thought, I realize that I'm not that great with words. I can't write satirical witty blog entries. What I can be is as honest as I can be. But there's a limit to how personal I will be. So here goes?

I had a bad day at work on Thursday and I was looking forward so much for Friday to come cos it's Hari Raya Haji. People always warn you to be careful of what you wish for.

Well, that Friday that I was so looking forward to turn out to be the worst day of my life. Or maybe it was destined to be. I know he'll never read this. But some of his friends might. But somehow if he ever saw this somewhere, I hope he knows that the last time we talked would be the last he will hear my voice. And my msg for him that fateful day was the last he'll ever read from me. We can't stay as friends. Goodbye.